
This moving middle-grade novel follows Brian, an anxious boy whose life is upended when he and his brother enter foster care, leading to panic attacks. Meanwhile, Ezra, a popular basketball player, secretly harbors a crush on Brian and struggles with how his friends are treating Brian. When Brian and his brother run away, Ezra must decide if he's brave enough to reach out. The story explores themes of anxiety, foster care, identity, first crushes, and the profound impact of friendship, all told from dual perspectives. It's a poignant read about finding courage and connection when you feel most alone.
A moving middle-grade debut for anyone who's ever felt like they don't belong Brian has always been anxious, whether at home, or in class, or on the basketball court. His dad tries to get him to stand up for himself and his mom helps as much as she can, but after he and his brother are placed in foster care, Brian starts having panic attacks. And he doesn't know if things will ever be "normal" again . . . Ezra's always been popular. He's friends with most of the kids on his basketball team--even Brian, who usually keeps to himself. But now, some of his friends have been acting differently, and Brian seems to be pulling away. Ezra wants to help, but he worries if he's too nice to Brian, his friends will realize that he has a crush on him . . . But when Brian and his brother run away, Ezra has no choice but to take the leap and reach out. Both boys have to decide if they're willing to risk sharing parts of themselves they'd rather hide. But if they can be brave, they might just find the best in themselves--and each other.