The Way I Am Now

The Way I Am Now is a poignant young adult novel that delves into the complex journey of Eden, a sexual assault survivor, as her case proceeds to trial while she navigates her first year of college. The story also explores her rekindled relationship with Josh, who is grappling with the challenges of having an alcoholic father. This book sensitively addresses themes of trauma, healing, justice, and the complexities of young love and family dynamics. It's suitable for mature young adult readers aged 14 and up, offering a realistic portrayal of difficult experiences while emphasizing resilience and hope. Parents should be aware of the prominent themes of sexual assault and alcoholism.

Eden and Josh never had a fair shot at a healthy relationship. When they dated in high school, they each had their own problems getting in the way of the deep connection they felt toward one another. Unbeknownst to Josh, Eden was carrying the burden of a devastating sexual assault, while Josh was dealing with his own private struggle of having an alcoholic father. Months after Eden and two other girls publicly accuse their rapist, Eden is starting college while her case goes to trial. Now when she and Josh reconnect, it seems like it might finally be in the right place at the right time for them to make it work. But is their love strong enough to withstand the challenges and chaos of college and the crushing realities of a trial that will determine whether Eden gets the justice she deserves?