
Reach for this book when your teenager is grappling with heavy feelings of guilt after a mistake, or when they are struggling to reconcile their personal identity with the expectations of their community. This story follows Andrew, a high school senior who turns to a fundamentalist youth group seeking redemption after a tragic accident leaves his friend in a coma. It is a nuanced look at the intersection of faith, sexuality, and the messy process of forgiveness. While the narrative explores religious themes, it remains a secular and realistic examination of how young people search for a sense of belonging in the wake of trauma. It is best suited for older teens due to its mature themes of self harm, questioning faith, and complex social dynamics. This is a vital choice for parents who want to support a child who feels like an outsider or who is navigating the high stakes of late adolescence.
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Sign in to write a reviewExploration of loss and the fear of a loved one dying.
Exploration of same-sex attraction and identity.
Characters navigate rigid religious rules versus personal truth.
Some realistic high school dialogue.
The book deals directly with disability (Sara's coma) and mental health (guilt and self harm). The approach to religion is realistic: it shows both the comfort of community and the restrictive, sometimes harmful, nature of fundamentalism. The resolution is realistic rather than neatly tied up, emphasizing self-acceptance over easy answers.
A high schooler who feels responsible for something out of their control. This is for the quiet, observant teen who is questioning their upbringing or who is exploring their sexuality within a traditional or religious environment.
Parents should be aware of scenes involving self harm (cutting) and the intense, sometimes manipulative nature of the religious group depicted. Reading the chapters involving Andrew's interactions with the youth pastor is advised. A parent might see their child becoming suddenly withdrawn or, conversely, adopting a rigid new belief system as a coping mechanism for trauma. The child might be making apologies for things that weren't their fault.
Younger teens (14) will focus on the friendship drama and the mystery of the accident. Older teens (17 to 18) will better grasp the nuances of the theological debates and the systemic pressure to conform.
Unlike many 'faith' books, this doesn't offer a pro or anti religious stance. It treats the search for faith as a psychological response to trauma, making it a rare and sophisticated look at spiritual identity.
Andrew is haunted by the accident that left his friend Sara in a coma. In his search for structure and a way to atone, he joins a Fundamentalist Christian group called the Kingdom. The story tracks his senior year as he tries to be a 'good' person according to their rules, even as his growing feelings for his friend Wally and his family's skepticism force him to confront the truth about his own identity and the nature of belief.
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