
A parent would reach for this book when their teenager is struggling with severe clinical depression, self-harm, or recovering from a mental health crisis. It offers a raw and unfiltered look at the internal and external journey of healing after a suicide attempt. Brent Runyon shares his true story of setting himself on fire at age fourteen and the grueling year of physical and psychological rehabilitation that followed. This memoir is deeply honest about the shame and physical pain of recovery. It is most appropriate for older teens (14+) who are ready for a serious look at mental health. Parents will appreciate its ability to foster deep empathy and provide a realistic roadmap for how hope can slowly return even after the darkest moments.
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Explores the complex guilt felt by survivors and the impact on family members.
The book deals directly with attempted suicide, self-harm, and severe physical trauma. The approach is secular and unflinchingly realistic. While the recovery is successful, the resolution is not a 'happily ever after' but rather a realistic commitment to continued healing and a return to 'normalcy.'
A high schooler who feels isolated by their own mental health struggles or a teen who wants to understand the gravity of self-harm beyond the stereotypes. It is for the reader who values honesty over platitudes.
Parents should read the first chapter first. The descriptions of medical procedures (debridement) are graphic. It is best read alongside a parent or with an open line of communication. The opening scene where Brent describes the act of setting himself on fire is visceral and may be highly distressing for parents who have witnessed a child's self-destructive behavior.
Younger teens (14) may focus on the physical horror and the 'rules' of the hospital. Older teens (17-18) will likely connect more with Brent's internal shame and the social anxiety of returning to school with visible scars.
Unlike many 'problem novels' about suicide, this is a memoir. The voice is authentically that of a teenage boy: blunt, occasionally crude, and devoid of adult-filtered sentimentality.
This memoir chronicles one year in the life of fourteen-year-old Brent Runyon, beginning with his impulsive decision to douse himself in gasoline and set himself on fire. The narrative follows his stay in a pediatric burn unit, the agony of skin grafts, his transfer to a rehabilitation facility, and his eventual reintegration into his family and high school life.
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