
A parent would reach for this book when their teenager is struggling to articulate their emotions following a family breakdown or experiencing the isolation of an unrequited first crush. It is particularly suited for teens who feel like outsiders and may be using creative outlets like writing or art to process their internal world. The story follows sixteen year old John, who navigates the fallout of his parents divorce while becoming fixated on Marisol, a talented zine creator who is confident in her identity as a lesbian. While the book explores themes of unrequited love, it is more deeply about the hard work of building self respect and learning to communicate honestly with family. Due to its mature themes of identity and emotional neglect, it is best for high schoolers aged 14 and up who are ready for a realistic, sometimes gritty exploration of coming of age.
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Sign in to write a reviewDeep exploration of loneliness, parental divorce, and emotional neglect.
Contains typical realistic teenage profanity throughout.
The book deals with divorce and parental abandonment in a direct, secular, and starkly realistic manner. It also explores sexual identity through Marisol. The resolution is hopeful but grounded in reality: John doesn't 'get the girl,' but he gains a stronger sense of self and better communication with his parents.
A 15 or 16 year old who feels like they don't fit into the typical high school social hierarchy and who might be using art, music, or writing as a shield against a difficult home life.
Parents should be aware of the frank discussions regarding sexual orientation and the depiction of parental neglect. Reading the scenes where John confronts his father about the past is helpful for context. A parent might see their child becoming increasingly withdrawn, spending hours on private creative projects, or showing signs of deep resentment toward a recent divorce or new family dynamic.
Younger teens (14) will likely focus on the 'uncool kid' social dynamics and the crush. Older teens (17-18) will better appreciate the nuance of the 'hard love' required to fix broken family relationships.
Unlike many YA romances, this is a 'non-romance' that celebrates the importance of platonic friendship and the validity of creative expression as a tool for survival.
Sixteen year old John is emotionally numb, reeling from his parents' bitter divorce and his mother's subsequent emotional distance. He finds an escape in the world of zines, self published underground magazines, where he writes under a pseudonym. He meets Marisol, an older, sophisticated girl who produces her own zine. John falls deeply in love with her, despite her clear identity as a lesbian. The story follows his journey of self discovery, his attempt to bridge the gap with his distant father, and his eventual realization that love and friendship require radical honesty and boundaries.
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