For teens grappling with identity and purpose, this thrilling spy novel explores what it means to choose your path when your past has been erased and your future is predetermined.
A parent might reach for this book when their teen is struggling with questions of identity, purpose, or the pressure to be someone they are not. It's a high-octane thriller that speaks directly to the feeling of being controlled or defined by others' expectations. The story follows a nameless teenage assassin, raised by a shadowy organization, whose latest mission forces him to confront his own humanity. As he develops relationships for the first time, he must decide between his programming and his emerging conscience. Best for older teens (14+) due to intense violence and moral ambiguity, this book is a gripping page-turner that also provides a launchpad for important conversations about morality, free will, and what it truly means to choose your own identity.
The protagonist is a killer, and the lines between good and evil are consistently blurred and questioned.
Character DeathModerate
Assassinations and other deaths occur as key plot points.
Sensitive Topics
The book deals directly with violence, assassination, and psychological manipulation. Identity is a central theme, framed through the protagonist's complete lack of a past and name. The approach is secular and action-focused. The resolution of this first book in the series is ambiguous and tense, providing a sense of personal breakthrough for the protagonist but leaving his external situation highly unresolved and dangerous. It is not a story with easy answers or a perfectly hopeful ending.
Ideal Reader
The ideal reader is a teen, 14-17, who enjoys fast-paced, high-stakes thrillers like the 'Bourne' or 'Alex Rider' series but is ready for more significant moral complexity. It's for the teen who is starting to question authority, grapple with their own identity, and feels the tension between who they are and who others expect them to be.
Parent Prep
Parents should be prepared for the level of violence, which is integral to the plot. The protagonist's actions and internal monologue are direct and unsentimental. No specific pages require previewing, but parents might want to be ready to discuss the book's central moral questions about ends justifying means and the nature of good and evil. The book can be read cold by a mature teen. A parent hears their teen express feelings of being an outsider, or frustration with external pressures, saying things like, "I feel like I'm just playing a part," or "Sometimes I don't know what I'm supposed to do or who I'm supposed to be."
Age Experience
A younger teen (13-14) will likely be captivated by the spy-craft, action sequences, and plot twists. An older teen (15-17) will more deeply connect with the psychological and existential themes: the search for identity, the struggle for autonomy, and the critique of manipulative systems of power.
What Makes It Special
Unlike many YA spy novels that focus on gadgets and external threats, this story is a deep dive into the protagonist's psyche. The first-person narration from a brainwashed assassin's point of view is its most unique feature. The central conflict isn't just about completing a mission; it's about a human 'weapon' fighting to reclaim his soul.
Read plot summary
A sixteen-year-old boy, known only as Boy Nobody, is a highly trained assassin for a secret organization called The Program. He has no memory of his past and operates with cold efficiency. His new assignment is to assassinate the mayor of New York City by befriending and getting close to the mayor's daughter, Sam. As he infiltrates their lives, he begins to experience normal teenage feelings and forms a genuine connection with Sam. This newfound humanity puts him in direct conflict with his programming and his handlers, forcing him to question the morality of his mission and the very nature of his existence.
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Discussion Prompts
1
The protagonist is only known as 'Boy Nobody.' How does not having a name shape his identity and his actions? If you were to give him a name, what would it be and why?
2
The Program, particularly 'Mother' and 'Father,' claims their assassinations serve a greater good. Do you think they are right? Discuss a moment in the book where the protagonist starts to believe they might be wrong.
3
What is it about Sam and her father that causes the protagonist to start questioning his mission? How does their 'normal' life contrast with the life he has always known?
4
At one point, the protagonist thinks of himself as a 'ghost.' What does he mean by this? How does he try to become a real person over the course of the story?
