
A parent would reach for this book when their teenager is navigating the sudden illness of a close friend or struggling with the 'survivor guilt' that comes with being healthy while a peer suffers. It is an essential choice for families looking to validate the messy, unpolished emotions of a teen caregiver or best friend who feels like their world has been upended. The story follows two best friends, Zoe and Olivia, whose shared dreams of professional ballet are shattered when Olivia is diagnosed with leukemia. While the book focuses on the medical reality of cancer, its true heart lies in the exploration of loyalty, anger, and the difficult transition from being a duo to standing alone. Kantor captures the high school experience with authenticity, making it appropriate for ages 12 and up. Parents might choose this to open a dialogue about grief and to reassure their child that feeling frustrated or 'selfish' during a friend's crisis is a normal part of the process.
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Sign in to write a reviewA primary character passes away at the end of the novel.
Brief mentions of partying and typical high school social situations.
Contains a secondary romance plot line for the protagonist.
The book deals directly and realistically with terminal illness and death. The approach is secular and grounded in the physical and emotional toll of chemotherapy and hospital stays. The resolution is profoundly realistic rather than sugar-coated, leaning into the tragedy of loss while offering a small glimmer of resilience.
A 14 or 15 year old who is a 'loyalist' and perhaps feels the weight of the world on their shoulders. This is for the teen who has a 'ride or die' best friend and needs to see how that bond can withstand the ultimate test of a life-threatening illness.
Parents should be aware that the book does not have a 'miracle cure' ending. It is a story about loss. You may want to preview the final chapters to prepare for the emotional fallout and have a conversation about how people process grief differently. A parent might see their child withdrawing from social activities or acting out in anger after a peer or friend receives a serious diagnosis. They might hear their child say, 'It is not fair,' or witness them obsessively trying to 'fix' a situation that is out of their control.
Younger teens (12-13) will focus on the fear of losing a friend and the 'unfairness' of the illness. Older teens (16-18) will likely connect more with Zoe's identity crisis and the way her future plans are complicated by Olivia's absence.
Unlike many 'sick-lit' books that focus on a romance, this book prioritizes the platonic love between two girls. It highlights the specific world of competitive dance, adding a layer of physical loss to the emotional one.
Zoe and Olivia are lifelong best friends and talented ballerinas who have just been cut from their prestigious dance company. Before they can even process the rejection, Olivia is diagnosed with AML (leukemia). The story follows Zoe as she balances the demands of high school and her own life with the crushing weight of Olivia's worsening condition. It is a story of fierce loyalty, the pain of watching someone you love fade, and the struggle to find a path forward when your 'person' is no longer there to walk it with you.
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