
A parent would reach for this book when they notice their teenage son becoming obsessively focused on his physical appearance, or if they suspect a child is struggling with the silent weight of bullying and 'bigorexia.' While much of the conversation around body image focuses on girls, this story highlights the unique pressures boys face to look strong and invulnerable. It is a raw, honest look at how insecurity can lead to dangerous choices, like steroid use, in a desperate attempt to gain respect. Following David Espinoza's journey from being a victim of a viral bullying video to a bodybuilder lost in a cycle of muscle dysmorphia, the book explores themes of shame, masculinity, and cultural identity. Parents should be aware that it deals with mature themes including substance abuse and physical altercations, making it best suited for high schoolers. It is an essential choice for families looking to open a dialogue about self-worth that isn't tied to physical perfection.
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Sign in to write a reviewFrequent use of realistic teen profanity throughout the book.
Depictions of bullying and physical fights fueled by 'roid rage'.
Heavy focus on self-loathing, body dysmorphia, and the psychological impact of bullying.
David lies to his family and friends to hide his addiction.
The book takes a direct, secular approach to muscle dysmorphia (bigorexia) and anabolic steroid use. It includes depictions of injection, physical aggression, and the toxic side of gym culture. The resolution is realistic and hopeful: David doesn't get a 'magic fix,' but he enters recovery and begins the hard work of self-acceptance.
A high school boy who feels 'invisible' or physically inadequate compared to the hyper-masculine standards of social media and sports culture.
Parents should be prepared for gritty descriptions of the physical side effects of steroids and some strong language. It is best read alongside the teen to discuss the health risks and the psychological roots of David's choices. A parent might see their child spending hours in the gym while becoming increasingly irritable, or perhaps they find an unidentified vial or needle in their teenager's room.
Younger teens (14) will focus on the bullying and the desire to be 'cool' or strong. Older teens (17 to 18) will better grasp the nuance of David's addiction and the complex intersection of his Mexican-American identity and masculinity.
This is one of the few YA novels that tackles male body dysmorphia with such unflinching honesty, specifically through a Latino lens, breaking the stigma that eating and body disorders only affect women.
After a humiliating video of David being bullied goes viral, the high schooler decides he will never be weak again. He joins a local gym and quickly falls into the world of extreme bodybuilding. Seeking fast results, he begins using steroids, which alienates him from his family and friends while warping his perception of his own body. The story follows his physical transformation and the simultaneous crumbling of his mental health and relationships.
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