
Reach for this book if your teenager is struggling with intense social isolation, the pain of being a social outcast, or the aftermath of a mental health crisis. Leila Sales offers a raw but ultimately empowering look at Vicky Austin, a girl who has tried everything to fit in and failed, only to discover her true voice through the underground world of DJing. It is a story about the lifesaving power of finding a passion and a community that accepts you for exactly who you are. While the book begins with Vicky at her lowest point, it transitions into a vibrant exploration of creativity and self-actualization. Parents should be aware that the story deals honestly with bullying and self-harm, but it uses these themes to build toward a message of resilience. It is an excellent choice for helping teens navigate the high-stakes emotional landscape of high school while emphasizing that life exists, and thrives, far beyond the school hallways.
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Sign in to write a reviewSetting involves underground clubs where drinking and smoking occur.
Includes a romantic subplot and a complicated relationship with an older boy.
Contains some profanity consistent with realistic teen fiction.
The book deals directly with clinical depression and a past suicide attempt. The approach is secular and realistic, focusing on the psychological impact of social ostracization. The resolution is hopeful but grounded: it does not suggest that music cures depression, but rather that finding a 'tribe' provides the necessary scaffolding for recovery.
A 15-year-old who feels like an 'alien' at school and spends their time curated by niche hobbies, needing to see that their weirdness is actually their greatest strength.
Parents should be prepared for the opening chapters which detail Vicky's attempt to end her life. It is handled with care but is very blunt. The book can be read cold by most teens, but a check-in after the first 30 pages is recommended. A parent might notice their child withdrawing, making self-deprecating jokes about having no friends, or expressing that they 'don't fit in anywhere.'
Younger teens (14) will focus on the 'cool' factor of the club scene and the romance, while older teens (17-18) will resonate more with the themes of identity and the transition into adulthood.
Unlike many 'outcast' stories, this isn't about a makeover or winning over the popular kids. It is about completely bypassing the school hierarchy to find a different world entirely.
Vicky Austin is a high schooler who is so socially desperate she once wrote a manual on how to be cool. After a failed suicide attempt, she feels more alienated than ever until she discovers a secret, all-ages club. There, she meets a group of older teens and discovers a natural talent for DJing. The story follows her dual life: the misery of high school and the transformative, rhythmic world of the DJ booth.
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